Of course I need one , I yearn for a girl , I cant live without a girl . Well if you have hit your mid twenties and still riding being virgin , never had a taste of how its been like to have a girl around .Then the abovementioned line of thoughts are pretty much evident . I am one of such unlucky lads , The situation is compounded by the fact that every dork around me is fooling around with some girl . The situation gets intense when I start blaming girls for it ,for not choosing me there partner , for not giving a damn about me . May be the biggest dork over here is none other than me . Well for now its so complicated that I am dying for a girl and at the same time totally shuns the girls from my life . My avoiding girls can be boiled down to a few reasons such as no self confidence , dont know how to appease them , stereotypes regarding the girls that have homed my mind over the years and my choosy nature when it comes to girls . It is such a mental quagmire that I want a GF so desperately but just can't do it , I feel so helpless . To top it all masturbation and PMO have ruined it as they come in disguise to offer me a way out of G F problem and in turn escalates the whole problem , and that goes on . I just want to get out of this hell , to lead a normal life and may be I will have someone in near future . I hope there are plenty of people to empathise with me , I am more than happy to get your valuable feedback .