some people here obviously have relationships, they say stuff along the lines of needing love and support when you're getting down on yourself in your head. I haven't ever had a relationship and i do wonder about "love" and how it would be great to have it. To me as a teenager all my friends were so sex related, having sex was all that mattered. To me this was a waste of time, every woman can give you sex, a meaningful relationship is so much more then that. Someone to cuddle with, to be emotional with, to be told everything will be alright, reassurance, support, understanding. i just get jealous and hateful when seeing couples together, i hate that they have something i think is impossible to have myself, i hate that they're so happy and aren't worried 24/7 about life. idk if i even want a relationship, i like my routines and doing what i like without much complication but i feel like I'm missing something important to being human, everyone needs love right?