Do you feel pleasure in real sex or just in pmo?

There should be one more option: never had sex.

I felt immense pleasured in PMO especially hypnosis stuff. Did regretful stuff( masturbated publicly just because a stupid video told me to... I think and hope that no one noticed )... Pretty much destroyed my self esteem with Humilation stuff.... Before that... I was into bondage.... Girl Abusive stuff like bukkake, facial abuse, slave , weird japanese porn, ... ( and in real life I would never like to do these kind of things to a girl)....even watched infamous Max hardcore videos just out of curiosity...
Used to watch porn for just sake of constant arousal and pleasure... 10 hours straight... Searched random keywords on porn sites... Once watched gay porn (felt disgusted ... Does that make me a homophobe???) as nothing on the Porn sites was interesting to me
Lost my morning woods to pmo.. Regained them after abstaining .... Relapsed... Weirdly went from seeing girls getting abused to self humiliation stuff... But it all started with simple Porn...
Somewhere down the lane I found JOI and erotic hypnosis videos... And a time came when I only came through a HFO ( hands free orgasm) ... Was so intense and addictive that I did not even wanted to masturbate .... Wasted hours and days on that instead of doing something meaningful....
For me Porn has been a great part of my life....( read great Problem).... Even at onetime I convinced myself, it was normal and a part of who I am...
It was not normal and I realize now pleasure was not worth it...(at least for me)... Pleasure can be derived from other things as well...
Passion is what you require... Porn was my passion ... Now its not ... I am trying to find a new passion and this time its self improvement not a new fetish or new porn. .
I have never experienced sex and I doubt if the level of pleasure that I got from erotic hypnosis stuff.. I would ever get even if I had sex... But the pleasure is not worth it...
Or maybe you are not passionate enough with that woman... Watching Porn everyday has conditioned you to respond to a particular fetish or pattern... Or you just need to gain more experience in this arena...
Or you just need to shift focus from yourself
Or you need to understand Porn is not real..its a fantasy made just to cater to specific people and is way invasive and personal at times... And on other hand sex is Real and Real things need Patience, commitment, understanding, mutual effort and REAL work and rewards are REAL....

 

Porn is like a bag of doritos. It's plesurable but doesnt compare to the thicc steak and veggies that is sex.

 

I am a virgin but when if someday I stop being one, you will be the first one to know.