Thank you. This is helpful. It seems we can relate with similar challenges. Ultimately there would be no edging, and no fantasies. We’re human, so arousal and fantasy will never go away completely, but it’s a good litmus test of my “spiritual condition”. If I keep turning to touch and / or fantasy edging, that’s a clear sign that I’m not my best self. Might need to get busy if I’m bored … or find some other ways to find balance if I’m stressed or feeling anxious.