I have basically have lived alone 21 years. The thing that helps is living with older brother. He is pretty much like me except he's downstairs and I have my own privacy. He comes up and drops off any mail I have. (There are two separate entrances, but steps for going up and down) I pay probably half as much as compared to renting from other landlords. Strong porn addiction for me which is not very good for me. I find it extremely difficult to approach women and not being rejected enough surely doesn't help much at all. I'm really close to giving up on ever actually having/desiring women since I can't get past the 'hi, how are you, small chitchat, weather and such.' I need to take chances more but nothing works. Running out of chances and opportunities.