You simply can't be a complete sage that way. Every once in a while you're obviously going to end up seeing something sexual somewhere. Either in a poster on the street or some picture somewhere or even in a normal movie. Key thing that matters is you didn't act on it.. I have PIED problems too, and am nearly 30 days in and am experiencing terrible urges, and have been fantasizing now and then, but I'm trying to fight it, and haven't acted on it yet, and that's where I think we win. You've gone one step ahead of me and actually looked up porn, but still not that huge a deal. Just try to fight it as much as you can. What I keep telling myself is, I NEED to reboot, and get rid of my PIED problems. Need to be a full man, and when I have sex next, I should be able to thoroughly satisfy the girl in every way. That's my motivation, so even if I am at a really awkward position of wanting to MO so bad, even telling myself let's do it without the P, I say no. Because every time I feel the urge, I think about the bigger picture, and that totally helps in controlling yourself. Also, the thought that by fapping once, I could undo a lot of the work I did in these 30 days, so that's a second motivational factor. Need to keep the counter going, even if it's just an arbitrary number. Because each day helps. And even one little fap, for the 5 minute pleasure, may set me back real big. Not to mention, the Chaser Effect may catch up on me after and that's even scarier. You reached over 2 weeks of no PMO. Pat yourself in the back, don't reset your counter because you got no RELEASE even acting on it slightly. Infact you only felt like shit. So keep going. Let me recoup the 2 motivational points. 1. NEED to reboot, and any relapse sets me behind 2. All the work I put in so far shouldn't go to waste, especially keeping in mind the Chaser Effect.