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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jay-t, May 26, 2020.

  1. Jay-t

    Jay-t Fapstronaut

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    on Wednesday I will be 5 weeks in..although I keep testing by going on cam sites...haven't M'ed or even touched myself like that at all.....am I screwing my mental recovery by going into these cam girl rooms?

    I feel like I'm very close to doing something stupid like I did in January when I was 10 weeks in(but back then I was smoking weed also opposed to now..I am not)...

    before the 10 weeks stretch, my previous longest streak was 18 days..so after I got 3 weeks in..everyday was like a new feeling of bliss, maybe all in my head..but since im a long ways away from 10 weeks I just don't feel as great..
     
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  2. Pathofsuccess_1

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    That’s definitely a reset if I were to be completely honest with you. I also reset in the past because of problems like this even though it was painful to lose a great streak. But if your willing to just stop NOW, then I would say continue with strict boundaries.

    now, don’t take this as an excuse to go ahead and Pmo all the way and ruin your streak WAY more. If you didn’t touch yourself, just put the eye candy down. Pro tip: you don’t need it, you won’t want it after a while, and you WILL realize it’s just useless garbage.

    From now on from this point forward. Don’t You dare look at anything potentially sexually arousing on a screen intentionally, ever.

    As confusing as it may seem, even if it’s not actually porn, it doesn’t mean it isn’t porn.

    for example. I may not be looking up p sites to full on arousing content, but I sure am also not looking at:

    Social media girls

    Social media models

    Cam sites

    Dating apps

    Sex scenes in movies

    Pictures of Girls faces (even if it’s a face, it can arouse me and can cause my mind to wander personally)

    clothes pictures

    ANYTHING that gets that part of your brain going through a screen or the internet.

    Now. With that said, trust me, you don’t need to test yourself. Everything that happens is normal as long as you don’t fuck up.


    All well,
    good luck mate
     
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  3. Jay-t

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    Just had a wet dream..prob cuz i have been looking at these sites :(
     
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  4. Armrnado

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    Wet dreams are quite normal and don’t happen because you would have been looking at these sites. Quite the opposite it occurs when you haven’t masturbated in a while and your body wants to get rid of these fluids. I mean I would stop looking at these sites if you want a proper porn recovery, but never take a wet dream as a cause for reboot as they are pretty normal and involuntary. But good luck man!
     
  5. Pathofsuccess_1

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    Wet dreams are normal, they could’ve definitely been because of the sites, but as long as you’ve stopped looking at them and continued completely abstaining, I think you should be fine.
     
  6. Jay-t

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    Im sorry guys. I lost the battle 5.5 weeks in. I masturbated 3 times and wasted money on stupid cam sites. I feel awful. I feel weak. I was doing so good. Idk why i let myself go. I dont know why this happened to me. Back when i was on my 10 week streak.. I really didn’t start feeling good until week 8. So idk why i started testing myself, this time, on measly weak 5. I feel horrible. Feel like im going to faint. After ejaculating twice i felt okay. But today was the third time and my body just isnt having it at all. Guess it takes a long time for the body to store the vital nutrients. Everytime this happens i understand why i cant pmo. But once i get going a streak i become blind after a while.
     
  7. DyingStar

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    You'll get there man. It's possible that you need an accountability buddy for a while. I want you to know that a 3 relapses hasn't reset all your progress. The fact that you made it 10 weeks is awesome, hell even 5 isn't anything to slouch at.
     
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