Dopamine junkies

Yeah so that does sound very similar with my nail fetish doesn't matter who has the nails just thought of them getting painted, shape and color etc is what really gets my going and makes me hard, so I'll try avoid looking at painted nails at all costs. My goal is to get rid of my fetish as i am using this for a last resort to help me as it was recommended by another person for me. Also to find out if i am gay or not cause i keep having second thoughts even though it's stated that I ain't interested in Transgenders and gay people

 

But just looking at the painted nails and being like omg he has red acrylic nails they look good, Instantly gets me slightly.aroused just by the nails nothing else. So it'll be hard do I challenge that thought and keep looking at them untill i find disgusting things about the nails themselves or just picture him using the nails in a sexual act which actually turns me off

 

Cause each time i thought of that person using the nails to jerk me off while giving me anal i always get turned off and penis goes limp

 

Yeah Cause most times watching nails getting painted wether its a guy or girl has become my go to for porn and it's really weird

 

So i do really wanna avoid that in all possible ways cause that is the reason I have GOCD right now and I've been losing sleep from it

 

Like I have an Instagram page just with girls feet and fingers painted and use that as my go to for sexual pleasure most times. Should i delete that account and try avoid all good models etc, just mentioning this has already aroused me and it's really frustrating

 

It's Gay Obsessive compulsive disorder, which means that you know you arent gay however you keep watching stuff of the same sex in order to try find arousal to prove youre gay, however once you get that slight arousal or genital response you freak out cause you think youre gay

Its a very fucked up thing to have

 

Yeah I guess we'll thanks though for highlighting that if you have a fetish it doesn't matter wether the item you have a fetish for is on a transgender, gay person or women the item itself will always arouse you,
Also thanks for highlighting to me that I ain't gay and it's just the fetish messing with my mind

 

It was very hard to state this online especially cause its such a fucked up situation to have and talk about its very embarrassing tbh

 

I agree with you porn is a bad thing to watch its not natural and it becomes very addictive i agree with what you have to say 100%
However even if i look at images of transgender or gay the people wont arouse me however if i see the nails on them and take part in just focusing on the nails and picture myself having those nails done Thats when I get aroused. Which is why i keep thinking I could be gay

 

However in the reality its just the fetish taking over my head and messing with my brain, causing me.such distress so i will try avoid looking at images or even focusing on looking at painted nails on anybody

Thank you so much for the advice btw I am starting to feel alot better about myself

 

Well I have to stop tapping to the thought of getting my nails done and having them painted, it got much worse as i was actually going to nail salons and getting my nails done by professionals