Dopamine junkies

Although I did really enjoy getting my toes painted it didn't do my fetish any good and just made me even more aroused when looking at someone with nails done wether it was male or female

 

Yeah I will stop and thank you so much it really helps especially when I hear it coming from someone else who had the same issues as me

 

So with your diaper fetish if you saw a transgendered person or a animal wearing adult diapers youd most likely be aroused by them, due to the item being worn ?

 

Also the other thing was when watching gay porn or transgender porn, is be getting turned off however once the thought of a woman or painted nails immediately if have a hard on within seconds. That is surely just another reason to prove that I am straight correct?

 

Yeah I do sometimes ill just look at the jar of nail.polish and instant boner occurs, I've had relationships with girls and once I've told them about my nail fetish they either start doing my nails for me or just stop being in the relationship with me, cause tbh Its a bad situation to be in

 

Jesus it sounds like we are both on the same page for a fetish So we both understand the struggles we go through

 

As you say Dopamine is everywhere, the historical reason of dopamine was eating, without dopamine we wouldn't like chasing or look for food. For example when we were going to hunt, we saw a deer nearby, -shot of dopamine- we get closer and closer, -more dopamine shots-, we kill the animal, another shot of dopamine.. actually eating itself releases dopamine. So, what's the problem about Dopamine? The problem is that it is addictive, it makes us dependant of habits that usualy work in detriment to us, like when you feel your cellphone vibrate and you have the urge to see the message, that is dopamine, it makes us addicted to cellphones. It makes us addicted to porn, ejaculation. All those things are unhealthy, pathetic, unproductive and pointless. That is the reason, and that is the dark side of dopamine, it is highly addictive.

 

Well just goinf by i individuals cause ive watched all sorts of porn and the only one that does arouse me when looking at a individual and not their nails is women, however if watching a gay porn and seeing the man play with his penis with paintes nails I still go limp

 

Like its come to the point that even though all the signs are their that I am straight, I still try to find reasoning that I may still be gay

 

Look ive been to a doctor and his stated to me that I am definately not gay, and its just a fetish

 

But I know for myself that I am not gay but I keep thinking I might be due to the fetish i have