Dostinex (Cabergoline)

So far it is pretty good...but not perfect. I managed to have sex again with condom but...I still have a problem. Even if I get an hard erection from hj and bj, even if I can put a condom and penetrate...after a few minutes of sex I realize my penis is just 50-70% hard. So...from PIV I loose erection...not 100%...I still can penetrate but is semi-limp.
From HJ and BJ I don't have this problem.
Do you think this can be results of my 5 years without sex and only with porn?
I am in day 33 without porn and masturbation.

 

Yes. Even when is limp I feel it hanging heavy. The problem is that I loose erection in PIV.

 

Today I am horny as fuck. It is my 36 day in this streak and I try to stay strong. I don't want to begin again from 0. A girlfriend from my childhood writed me some sex scenes that she dreamed and now I feel tinglings in all my body. I will not touch myself!

 

Today is my 40day. Today is monday, so another dosage of Caber...I use it for a month. I don't know if is Caber or it is just my body but for a few days I barely sleep because of my horniest. I wake up with tension in groins and itching in all my body. If I breathe deep, will go away for a moment...than will come again. I slept only 4-5 hours a night. I don't feel tired but I don't think it is normal. I feel sexual tension and the feeling that will explode. Also in my stomac I feel those butterflyes like I am in love...but I am not...is just the emotion.
I will keep you update.

 

Yesterday I cummed for the first time in 41 days. Was from a bj given by my wife. Damn...I felt like all the swallen from the balls just vanish...I felt incredible. My dick was 110% hard...without pills and stayed hard about 5-10 min after I cummed. I heard this effect is from Dostinex. Kills the refractary period. For now all is good. I feel good...I feel normal again, after about 5 years. I will keep you informed.

 

Hey guys,

Yesterday was day 50.
Last week my mood was great and my sex drive too but this week...men, I don't know what the hell is happening but I feel my dick is dead...even shrinked. I think I hit a kind of flatline.
Yesterday i've tryed to have sex. I used V pill...and on the bj I've got a strong erection but took verry long to get it...a few minutes (not seconds like should be). This was a baaaad sign. When I put the condom and i've penetrate...in maximum 2 minute I was limp like a cloth. What the hell?
I still take Dostinex, I took V pill...and I couldn't mantain it. Last week without V...I've got strong erections only thinking at what will come and penetration was easy.

 

I'm 60 days in. The flatline hit me hard even with Caber. Yesterday I wanted to make sex and even with V pill was a total disaster. I managed to obtain a erection but after I put the condom and PIV, in 2 minutes I was soft. Was verry painful for my mind and soul. After 60 days of no porn and NoFap to obtain a fail like this. Down there I feel dead...

 

I am still on the track. Tomorrow will be my 70 days on nofap! My longest attempt.
I am happy and excited!
I hope to hit not only 90 days...I hope to hit a lifetime without fapping to porn but...we will see.
For the moment I feel good and I am motivated to move on.
Mental I am ok...I feel alive again.
My libido starts to go back but...only for few days than I am numb again, than will rise again and so on.
Hope will stabilize in time.
I will keep informed, guys.

 

Hey, hey,

Still here...still on the track. My libido is still up and down...my PIED is not 100% recovered. I still get excited hard in real life and easily if I randomly see a girl in swimming pool on tv or internet. I can't get hard from kissing or touching on body...but I can get it up with a blowjob. So...I'm on day 76...keep going.

 

I think you can get the same final result without Dostinex. The good part was that I hit the flatline later in the journey and sometimes I was horny as hell. This is all that done to me.

 

OldEagle, I finished my Cabergoline stock a few weeks ago. I use it only for the first 8 weeks because I had 8 tabblets.
An update...my wife was in a job trip last week but I feel so horny in this weekend...damn...tingles in my groin and all body, my brain thinked only at sex...I could not concentrate at something else so I've made something. Some of you maybe will consider it wrong but for me was a good shoot because in this way I avoided porn and pixel masturbation.
So...I was at an "erotic massage" saloon. Of course was not about massage there. All was about professional blowjobs but man...when I cummed...man, I felt like all that pressure from the groin and stomach just drained...was divine.
I cummed like a horse, 10 pumps or so... and she continued to suck me in that time...so, she just drained me completly.
Second time, after about 5 minute I managed to get it up again, but was not so stiff like the first time and...after 5 minutes or so, just died in her mouth. I think I had to wait more to get my energy back but...was fine.
So...I am into my 81 day without porn or masturbation.
I am doing fine and I feel amazing today...I still feel that refresh feeling in my balls, like I am drained.

 

Today I am into day 88 without Porn and Masturbation.
Yesterday I was tryied to make sex with my wife and my dick was limp like a scarf, even with V i couldn't get it up...was soft, tiny and limp.
I am in flatline after the orgasm from the last weekend...and this is day 88.
Depressing...

 

Today is my 90 day. I tryied to M this morning, without P, of course and was so hard to achieve an erection...even using thinking was hard to get it and after I O verry fast and I wasn't 100% hard, only about 80%. Depressing...I did all my hormones, and all was ok...except estradiol that was to the roof. I will consult a doctor.

 

Day 91. I feel better today. I have night erections...they are there and wake me up in the middle of the night. Also, they are not rock solid, only 70%. Hope to improve. Still PIED. Maybe in weekend I will try to have sex again.
I have no urges to watch porn, I feel in control but...I have to be careful...I saw guys with longer streak than me who felt into the binging hole...so, I have to think that the enemy is still in my head, waiting for an emotional problem to strike again.

 

Me again,
I have to mention this:
This week I had nocturnal erections every night. Every night I wake up and feel that my penis is hard but in the morning or thrue the daytime I don't get any.

 

Day 96
After about 5 days of daily night erections, they stopped. No morning wood or night erections.
Now I am limp but horny in the same time. My dick is dead but I feel tingles in my groin.

 

Today is my 99day without masturbation and orgasming to porn or related to pornography. Tomorrow I will hit 100.
What I can mention is that yesterday a friend of mine gave me a naked photo of her...she is pregnant and wanted to show me her body changes. Anyway...in less than 2 seconds I had a boner...was insane. I closed that photo quickly because even if she is one of my friends...a naked photo is still pixels and will harm my brain...but that rush...man. I really want to have that rush with my wife or with a real woman...but, it does not happen for the moment.
I have to mention that for about 2 weeks I sleep only 6 hours a night and I feel energized when I wake up...more than in the past when, even after 9 hours I was dizzy and somnolent.
This thing is big for me...I didn't believe that is a corelation between nofap and sleeping time, but at a quick search I saw many of you have the same result after a longer streak.

And a quick update about my nocturnal erections...have gone. I don't have nocturnal erections or morning wood. Last week I had it for 5 days in a row.