For some reason on a NoFap No PMO streak I began two days ago now it is almost two days. I’ve had these feminine fantasies and desire to act feminine from day 1 but haven’t acted on it. For example since day 1 I’ve had an irrestistible urge to wear a pink scarf. Now it’s day 2 and I had this wonderful dream where me and a bunch of school friends I know got told we had to dress up in dresses for the high school prom. So I put on some teal coloured short shorts and I felt like I was really wearing short shorts and it felt really good. While my friends were wearing blue skirts. And we were walking around this house avoiding Jabba the hut (I was watching Star Wars last night) and his friends from the movie Home Alone. And there was this girl with us and she was waxing her legs and I was watching her shave her legs but she didn’t know to so she started shaving and I was imagining myself as her and omg it felt amazing having smooth legs!! And then she’s like I’ll show you what it’s like to look good and then as we were walking over to the dance the dream tragically ended. Just as I wrote that last sentence these sissy urges faded a little bit. What’s happening to me? Edit: just relapsed and fapped. Crap. Just as I hit 2 days in a long time and I fapped. I want to go on a deserted island somewhere and live there for a week.