Rosh720
Fapstronaut
(It all ties together at the end and belongs in this section I swear.)
Squeamish warning!!! Big time!!!
WARNING!
Final warning.
I had a dream last night I was walking in the woods alone, fell into a hole and my leg had a worm hanging out of it when I pulled it out. I the. looked in the hole and seen many worms hanging out like a perfect cylinder hole and worms all up and down the sides. I then pulled the worm out of my leg and it left a hole then more came out and I was pulling them out by the handful. It was painful. Then it started in my other leg, just my knees down and the were like an inverse version on the cylinder hole my leg fell into instead of going in they were coming out. I was pulling the out of both legs barely able to keep up with the amount they were coming out, flailing around, I started crying in fear and I very rarely cry in real life. Then they all stopped suddenly and a huge hole opened on the original leg they started on. A giant milipeid came out just a bit, I flinched. It almost burrowed back in then I grew the balls to grab it and it was bitting and pinching me and I just kept pulling it out and it kept trying to crawl back in the giant gap in my shin. I then gave it one big yank and the think was so long and this hurt the most because of the size and the crawlers. It came out and then the dream stopped, I remember my legs healing and feeling relieved but I may be making that part up. When I woke up I felt like my old self. Still only getting soft errections but my mental state today was clear and I only had the “what if I’m gay” thought today twice, which I believe to be habit and was easy to catch and stop. I felt the way I used to feel, how I knew I felt about my girl and just thinking about her made me like her more. It was also very hard to not try and fuck other girls today... in my head I was undressing them as I once did before my brain was damaged from the porn use. Also I should mention for the last month and a half of my porn use I only viewed normal vanilla, only vaginal porn which I didn’t find gave me that high but I made myself watch instead of the hardcore messed up stuff. The dream was scary and disturbing but I felt a sense of satisfaction with each worm I pulled out, it was so vivid if I look at my legs I can steal feel the holes.
Squeamish warning!!! Big time!!!
WARNING!
Final warning.
I had a dream last night I was walking in the woods alone, fell into a hole and my leg had a worm hanging out of it when I pulled it out. I the. looked in the hole and seen many worms hanging out like a perfect cylinder hole and worms all up and down the sides. I then pulled the worm out of my leg and it left a hole then more came out and I was pulling them out by the handful. It was painful. Then it started in my other leg, just my knees down and the were like an inverse version on the cylinder hole my leg fell into instead of going in they were coming out. I was pulling the out of both legs barely able to keep up with the amount they were coming out, flailing around, I started crying in fear and I very rarely cry in real life. Then they all stopped suddenly and a huge hole opened on the original leg they started on. A giant milipeid came out just a bit, I flinched. It almost burrowed back in then I grew the balls to grab it and it was bitting and pinching me and I just kept pulling it out and it kept trying to crawl back in the giant gap in my shin. I then gave it one big yank and the think was so long and this hurt the most because of the size and the crawlers. It came out and then the dream stopped, I remember my legs healing and feeling relieved but I may be making that part up. When I woke up I felt like my old self. Still only getting soft errections but my mental state today was clear and I only had the “what if I’m gay” thought today twice, which I believe to be habit and was easy to catch and stop. I felt the way I used to feel, how I knew I felt about my girl and just thinking about her made me like her more. It was also very hard to not try and fuck other girls today... in my head I was undressing them as I once did before my brain was damaged from the porn use. Also I should mention for the last month and a half of my porn use I only viewed normal vanilla, only vaginal porn which I didn’t find gave me that high but I made myself watch instead of the hardcore messed up stuff. The dream was scary and disturbing but I felt a sense of satisfaction with each worm I pulled out, it was so vivid if I look at my legs I can steal feel the holes.