Drugs and fap addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by lasthopeforme, Apr 22, 2019.

  1. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    Im despared. I became addicted to hardcore porno using methedrone while jerking. I cant stop. I can just wait month and then i start again. So whole year i jerk and get drugs. I can not control myself. Now my life started to ruin.
     
  2. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    I dont know what strategy i must use. Drugs for me is just reinforcement for jerking effects. So when i dont wanna jerk i dont want to drug. Do u need stop all jerking at once and forever or i better need to just stop drug and continue jerking? With first strategy i kept 1m and with second 3. But these 3 months were awful. And after first strategy i started to use meth and jerk when was drunk.
     
  3. I think you should stop jerk off and stop do drugs too. Try to understand why you relapse after a month - it is caused by some problems you cope with? Maybe you can identify some triggers to aviod in the future?
     
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  4. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    Thank you for reply. I really need some support. I very apreciate this.First addiction gate is alcohol. At the finish of nofap nodrug month i feel like addiction is getting stronger. And one of the attacks succeeds.Now i have tied assosiation : want to jerk, immediately want to mix it with drug. I have no means to handle with every this attack. Maybe i i shou try meditate? I need to control mental processes and refuse addictive thoughts.
     
  5. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    I also feel smts a tense so i want to relax somehow. It may be a problem in relationship with my gf. Or with my job. So when i jerk i feel like im relaxed. But also guilty. And if i besides got drugs i feel myself like a major bastard.
     
  6. So you should consider other ways to relax, such as meditation, music, reading and so on. Some tension is normal part of a life, then people do not need artificial stimulants to cope with it. Btw. what's wrong with your girl?
     
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  7. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    She doesnt know about the problem but she feels it. I know i can lose her soon for i have to live two lifes and sometimes my lie is becoming undercovered. She is the best girl i ve ever seen. But because of my jerking on hardcore porno we almost dont have sex. I feel like if i could stop addiction on enough time natural desire will arise. I read that porn addiction and its feature to make a man always seek for something new can be canceled. But it takes some time.
     
  8. Yeah. I think you must take some steps to make her feel special for you - both in emotional and sexual way. Maybe you could invite her for a dinner to some restaurant or cook something by yourself? Spend more time with her instead of jerking. Show her how much you appreciate her and don't forgot to give some complements about her physical appearance. What do you think?
     
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  9. lasthopeforme

    lasthopeforme Fapstronaut

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    Ill try to change my life in general way because addictions made my life weird in general as well. Today is the first day i quit jerking, alko and drugs. I also will meditate and become more attentive to my gf. Maybe i also need to start workout to weaken a tension.
     
    Last edited: Apr 22, 2019
  10. I think you should workout not to reduce a tension, but to live a healthier life. Fingers crossed, it will be a hard journey!
     
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  11. Sebastrue

    Sebastrue Fapstronaut

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    This is a very serious problem, dude. Have you tried to see a psychologist ? As far as I know, it's almost impossible to get rid of that addiction. My best friend was an urine drug test and it has shown a positive result. I didn't know that he is using meth, but after the test he confessed. He told me that it's impossible to quit. The only thing that helped him was a psychologist and a lot of hard work and patience. I am not saying that it's impossible, man. You just have to try hard and be strong, and you will do that.
     
    Last edited: Apr 1, 2020
  12. Saurav04

    Saurav04 Fapstronaut

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    In starting you feel control like whenever you want to close it you can. But then you start enjoying it and it becomes part of life. Then quitting seems impossible. Some guys already quit PMO so it's possible that's why I keep trying.
     

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