So.. Ive been addicted to PMO for years but now I have to change. I feel like im in a bad spot right now. Ive been depressed for a couple years and that combined with being addicted to PMO aswell as injury/muscular problems ive gotten it has kinda broken me down. I dont think I have ever really commited to rebooting.. only lied and convinced myself that I was serious, knowing somewhere deep inside that im just fooling myself, Ive been too weak minded to stay on track, and I have given in to the slightest urge. Ive tried to quit so many times. I know now how shitty it has been to be addicted and how much of a negative impact it has had on my life, it's been like kryptonite to me. I dont know if abstaining from PMO or just porn is the right thing for me/best way to go about this for me. But I do know that I want to distance myself from all that is PMO. I need to make serious changes, in all areas or keep suffering the consequences and have my life and health steer into a dark place. I think getting a couple AP's is a good step in getting serious about this. My idea with APship other than keeping each other accountable is motivating each other, sharing thoughts and discussing strategies, someone to speak your mind to when your mind starts to weaken and you feel alone. I find myself reflecting and analyzing a whole lot, I enjoy discussing many of topics. Im up for communication several times a week. If you are of a similar age and if this resonates with you, and you feel you are in a similar situation and in need of big changes + a reboot, and/or want to improve your health, post a comment or DM me. Best of luck everyone.