Earl's Trouble (Might have triggering content)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Earl Sweatshirt, Jan 26, 2016.

  1. Earl Sweatshirt

    Earl Sweatshirt Fapstronaut

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    Hi, I may need help from some of you. I realized that I constantly think about a certain model.
    She mostly does her photos and videos in her birthday suit
    I find her to be very, very irresistible but surprisingly I resisted the urge 3 times (those 3 times specifically because of her) in my Thousand Day March. How I did that today was I decided to think about one of my favorite all time video games (it has a story so crazy you can write scholar essays about it and analyze it for years)
    and when I was watching a video of her M, I saw the whole thing until the end
    but during that I cancelled some of the thoughts about her to think about the story of the video game I was talking about earlier. Why I am asking you guys for help is in case she pops into my head again so I don't MO and ruin my Thousand Day March because of her. Thanks
     
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  2. buzzlightyear

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    You could develop curiousity in other things other than models and women. Like plants or how certain foods are made.

    I could bend my mind not so long ago very efficiently, when an image came up or an urge. I wondered how those cookies were made and I started seeing the fabric and the whole process around the cookies. This simply killed my urge.

    Go do something else, give your mind something else to go about.

    Goodluck! hope this was helpful for you, if you need anything please contact me.

    Kind regards,
    Buzz, Peasant
    in honor of Operation F.S.
     
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  3. Earl Sweatshirt

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    Well, I decided to rent a movie I have always wanted to watch but it got triggering for me really fast. I was able to resist luckily, hopefully I can make the whole movie.

    Re: I'll be good, it was just the opening sequence that got really triggering for me
     
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  4. PyroFighter

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    Keep Fighting!!!

    You are on the right step. In my troubles with P, there were many models and P stars that I started binging to. I got into some weird stuff. There is the temptation at times to go back and look at them. But then I remember that I fighting against PMO with a whole community. While the experience of PMO to a particular model may seem satisfying for a while, it does not last. It is a fantasy that disappoints. It is not a real human being, but an image on a screen. As someone who has gone over 200 days without P, it does get easier and at times harder. We are here to help fight alongside you. Keep up the good work!

    Stay Strong!

    Peasant Cleric PyroFighter in honor of Operation Fallen Soul
     
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  5. Earl Sweatshirt

    Earl Sweatshirt Fapstronaut

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    @PyroFighter that was some real stuff. I believe that I am beyond this stage now. Even though I had a small "chaser effect" after a wet dream I had days ago I was able to fully resist. I mainly use sit ups to reward myself for resisting P. They really work because it takes my mind off of things like those and I see the "bigger picture".
     
  6. PyroFighter

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    Glad that has seem to work for you!
     
  7. Earl Sweatshirt

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    I survived for nearly 6 months but I almost had a relapse. I went to look up mods for Skyrim and I saw a beautiful companion. I felt the urge to M but I avoided it and after a particular moment in the game it felt like I was about to O without M but I managed to stop myself. I don't know what happened that triggered me to lust like that. I have to stay stronger.
     
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  8. Earl Sweatshirt

    Earl Sweatshirt Fapstronaut

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    I relapsed. It is official. 175 days gone down the drain. I hope I still have my benefits.
     
  9. aLex is intoxicated

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    This was the Chaser Effect in action, and it successfully got you. You got to be more careful when you are watching triggering material, you need to learn how to deal with situations like that better. If you find yourself aroused, go outside and try meeting some ladies or some shit. This shit happened with me as well, and I could kick myself for it.
     

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