Hi, I have been free from PMO for 3 weeks (I could not belive myself) and I almost felt fine for good. That was the tricky part. But from the start. Basically I am writing this to get some mental support, this thing is really hard after all. I have been doing serious PMO from my 12-13 and pushed that till only very weird stuff turns me on (fitness girls, muscular domination, giantess, crushing and this all bullshit which I hate and love simultaneously). I thought that it is fine till my fiancee brokes up with me because of my lack of activity, mojo, time for her... I was active only in work, games and PMO... no space for her, but still I loved/love her (damn...). After that I was on business trip and spent in hotel over a week (PMO as shit). Than I found and NoFap and it really worked! For 3 weeks I have been excercising, working, starting with hobbies, I even wrote patent by myself in just 3 days. Today I have been scrolling FB wall and found some fit girl... edging for 5 hours mixed with reading about edging and prevention. I am curently sick so I could not go out to clear my head. So I relapsed after all. I am in serious depression and with zero will to do anything except writing here. Please help.