I use "avoiding" as that's how it has seemed over the past few weeks. I haven't even been counting the days (of course once I post this and see my counter I'll have a better idea of how long it's been). What has happened is that I'm feeling emotions a lot more. Every so often I'll binge on video games, etc. I find myself edging as a means to procrastinating on productive projects, chores, errands, et al, but what I'm really procrastinating on is feeling. I have a girlfriend that I'm not all that physically attracted to, however, she's the most sane and smartest woman I know. So it's difficult seeing/meeting a physically attractive woman and wondering more about her. That said, as cliché as it is, "I just keep doing the next right thing." It's a struggle, sometimes it takes me into the afternoon to do my morning routine (yoga, breakfast, blah, blah, blah...) but I'm happy that I haven't turned to my old staple of running from emotion and responsibility through PMO use. As Dory from Finding Nemo says, "Just keep swimming...just keep swimming." With depression, that's difficult enough. Indeed Dory. Just keep swimming.