Last night my streak ended when my body, without manual stimulation, ejaculated to stop me from doing something that I knew that I did not want to do. I have OCD and I have been doing well in treatment, but last night got to me. I went into old patterns. My body went off as a way of drawing off my attention and I appreciate that I did that, but I am trying to hold my seed in for a full year (excluding dream induced accidents) and so far I struggle getting past a quarter of a year. I know that I am getting better, but this is just so difficult. I will be starting a new job soon that I am excited about, but will make things more challenging. I think I have some unprocessed emotions from years ago that are bothering me. What do you like to do to centre yourselves and process your thoughts?