Ejaculation

EnterTheMatrix

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So today I was watching something on my laptop and connected a hard disk to it which I kept on my thigh. It was vibrating that my thigh started vibrating. It felt same as when I watched porn for the first time that time i got this vibration from my bottom body and it resembled the same. So i closed my eyes and remembered that day. And i ejaculated without doing anything. I didn't fap i didn't watch porn nothing but i ejaculated. I still counted it as conscious ejaculation in my day counter where I write but what do you all think about this .
 
This was unexpected, but it's not your fault. It's just like when you're fasting but then somebody suddenly feeds you steak and they keep feeding you but you can't stop it. Maybe improve your willpower so you can put up a front when stuff like this happens?
 
This was unexpected, but it's not your fault. It's just like when you're fasting but then somebody suddenly feeds you steak and they keep feeding you but you can't stop it. Maybe improve your willpower so you can put up a front when stuff like this happens?
It is his fault. He chose to do that. If you’re fasting then that’s up to you to deny the steak in front of you. No one is shoving it down your throat.
 
So today I was watching something on my laptop and connected a hard disk to it which I kept on my thigh. It was vibrating that my thigh started vibrating. It felt same as when I watched porn for the first time that time i got this vibration from my bottom body and it resembled the same. So i closed my eyes and remembered that day. And i ejaculated without doing anything. I didn't fap i didn't watch porn nothing but i ejaculated. I still counted it as conscious ejaculation in my day counter where I write but what do you all think about this .
That is how devious the subconscious mind is. It will find a way to get your subconscious needs met in a very subtle and sneaky ways.
If i have to look back at my previous relapses, they are mainly similar to this example.
It is ok, start over and learn the lesson.
 
Now I am on 56 days completed to meet my private goals like after that nothing like that happened and also I have not fapped Or watched porn not masturbated edged or did anything like it since day 1. And I gave myself 60 days challenge of any mode so it will be completed soon and then I will think ahead what to do.
 
So today I was watching something on my laptop and connected a hard disk to it which I kept on my thigh. It was vibrating that my thigh started vibrating. It felt same as when I watched porn for the first time that time i got this vibration from my bottom body and it resembled the same. So i closed my eyes and remembered that day. And i ejaculated without doing anything. I didn't fap i didn't watch porn nothing but i ejaculated. I still counted it as conscious ejaculation in my day counter where I write but what do you all think about this .

Guys for real dont scared him , its like wet dream !!!) you cant control on it
I am 92 days clean , i had like 6 wet dreams and its the way of your body to release itself if you be dont , you ok man
 
Thats way too many wetdreams. Six in 90 days and three in 60 days .. holy sh1t thats not a semen retention what u are doing.

U should get that under control, theres ways to do it. Also u most likely fantasize a lot or do other counterproductive stuff. Something is off, thats for certain..no idea what, thats up to you to find out...
 
Wet dreams, however many, are fine. The male body, left unabused by P and MO, knows how and when it needs to take care of itself with nocturnal release. The body naturally dispenses with old semen/sperm in other ways, too: precum, release in urine, breakdown and reabsorption back into the body. Retained sperm/semen never really stays retained forever - you'd explode if it did. There's is always constant release and rejuvenation, even without sex or MO. Also, no dream is ever a negative thing, healthwise. Even nightmares are the brain's process of filing and rewiring heavy data. All dreams, even sexual ones, are good; many sexual dreams have nothing to do with actual sex even, but what we're using sex or addiction for, to coverup and anesthetize our inner wounds, or a need for intimacy, communication, or loving connectedness. The unconscious mind knows this. Never suppress or try to avoid what nature does well (sex dreams, wet or dry), you'll only cause neuroticism to come out elsewhere, and possibly even fuel the greater need for addictions all the more. Also, don't necessarily buy into all the bullshit of semen retention - it is ignorant when it comes to male biology and natural physiological functioning as it should be (like natural release avenues). Also, while there are benefits, some of the acclaimed superpowers are overexaggerated and just plain nonsense. Proceed to let you brain rewire with clean living and let your body find its natural balance. That's what you need for recovery, as I have been finding on hardmode no-PMO for 170 days now. Best wishes!
 
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No. Its called leaking for a reason. U can wrap it in how many words u wish... there are techniques how to get it under control. Or u can paint it pink and think its a good thing to wake up in your own cum each month. Its not.
 
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