Emission in a day dream

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by EnterTheMatrix, Jun 22, 2020.

  1. EnterTheMatrix

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    Today I am on 199th day of Nofap Monkmode/Hardmode (NoP,NoM,Nosex, Nopeeking, Noedging).And 211 day of not using porn. So I want to share this thing of mine and I will be honest with you fully. I was on 36th day after my last wet dream today. I was feeling this huge amount of sexual energy in me . So much urge I was controlling in this last 5 days till today and today it was the most. I was feeling like I was going to explode from downward. So I was laying on the bed and I removed all my clothes and was naked just to make me feel cool . It felt nice when I was naked. My penis was rock solid. And what happened!! I started getting this pleasurable feeling all by my penis I didn't touch or do anything it got it all by itself like blood flowed there. And it got so much high that I ejaculated semen in so much amount. And then I felt relaxed. But to mention I didn't do anything it happened all by itself. So what was it , was it like a nocturnal emission that too in awaken state?? And I am sure I am still in the streak so I will make 200days tommorow
     
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  2. Something similar happened to me one morning. I woke up and I had really sensitive morning wood. I wasn't touching myself or thinking impure thoughts, but I felt stimulated anyway. I had to will myself not to have a spontaneous orgasm. A bit of precum oozed out, so I had to clean myself (after the erection finally went down).

    Since it's your journey, it's really your call if it was a reset or not, but IMO if you can honestly say that you didn't want it to happen, then I wouldn't count it as a reset.

    Stay strong, man!!
     
  3. StarRider

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    The main question should be why you need a counter beyond the initial 90 days. This is not a competition.
     
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  4. Captain!

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    Man why do I feel that you are fantasizing.
     
  5. 7seeds

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    You are self obsessed . Stop seeking attention from others. Just get on with your life and goals .
     
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  6. Dont worry about it. Its natural and it happens.
     
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  7. Theoneking08

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    Same thing happened to me guys it tripped me out at first because it was my first wet dream of my life but it was also like in the morning. There probably will be more were that came from. and yes it is natural and normal.
     
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  8. PIEDSufferer

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    Agreed with others. This is a natural biological response. This is the urge that causes reproduction to occur. I think the mistake I see often is people are treating PMO addiction the same as drug addiction. Though there are similarities (dopamine and reward pathways, etc), there is also a distinct difference: You don’t naturally need drugs, but you naturally need sex. Going full “monk mode” is not natural for your body.
     
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  9. Theoneking08

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    I agree with you @PIEDSufferer sex is one of the most natural things out there PORN is not now lets go find some women lol.
     
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  10. Hi comrade,
    it is just your body self regulating itself. Don't get too comfortable with this however. You may seek out such involuntary emissions and persuade yourself you are still abstaining from PMO. While in reality you are sliding down the slippery slope to relapse. As addicts we are all liars to ourselves. Especially where our particular addiction is concerned. Just some food for thought my friend!

    Good luck EnterThematrix and remain vigilant!
     
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  11. Captain!

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    Oh come on, this is addiction you're justifying. how come a kid doesn't need sex but is happy and healthy. You need sex for reproduction, but for goofing around, you just ignore it's highly addictive factor and that's for sure and treating this just how drug addition would be right because don't forget thousands come here on nofap for rehabilitation and still you won't consider this as stimulant as drugs come on don't ignore the highly addictive element of PMO and its thousand victims around the world.
     
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  12. PIEDSufferer

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    Because a kid is not sexually mature.

    I’m not saying PMO isn’t addictive. And I’m not justifying it at all. But what I’m saying is PMO happens to be “tricking” your body into reacting as if you are having sex. And sex is a natural urge. So when people go for extended periods without that form of stimulation, it’s natural for your body to react to that in weird ways.
     
  13. Captain!

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    I started exploring MO in the age of 8-11 and semen can come out so I get early fucked up as a child maybe you're in denial or innocent about this but yes its a natural urge that's why there are ways to control/transmute it not suppress it because this thing is very hard to control and make many destructive consequences such as what your name is, I'm 2 years free from PMO without edging, just like many other brothers that came out of that dark tunnel with far longer streak than mine, and if I suppose to have sex it would be for its purpose, for reproduction, remember sex is not the paramount of happiness, there is more to life than that, you couldn't live without eating and drinking, but you could live without the cocaine highs of sex. No harm but only benefits its not a physiological need, you're just making it your need, might be the urge make justifications to your mind or haven't have enough resource in sexual transmutation and considering you're making effort to recover from this addiction.
     
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  14. Captain!

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    We are many and we are here to help I hope for you go for long journey in semen retention and to recover in PIED is just one thing you can discover many things in your body as you continue rebooting, if you can't go on maybe your will is not yet formed enough, just don't relapse to PM, be with your girlfriend or your wife, and study more sexual transmutation articles.
     
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  15. PIEDSufferer

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    I’m happy to hear of your success in your goals. Even though our life philosophies are different, I completely respect yours. My personal goal is to replace PMO addiction with fulfilling and meaningful sex with my girlfriend. We don’t plan to reproduce anytime soon, but we enjoy the intimacy of pleasuring each other.
     
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  16. False promise

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    You do not naturally “need” sex. We are driven to have sex but we don’t need it. There is nothing we get from sex that allows us to survive. We do need food and water, otherwise we wouldn’t survive. PMO is a drug addiction. It’s an addiction to the hormones that are produced during sex. Sex is similar to skydiving with the hormones it produces.. and people become “adrenaline junkies” from doing those things. Sex addiction is like an adrenaline junkie.
     
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  17. PIEDSufferer

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    Are you aware that dopamine is released when you eat food that you perceive as tasty? You need food and water to live, but you don’t “need” tasty food to achieve that. So with the argument you present, why not cut out all food and drink that you perceive as tasting good? You can get a wildly unhealthy addiction to eating and drinking tasty things, and you certainly don’t “need” them to survive. So should we practice some will power and only eat bland things ever?

    We can go on and on with this, and skew it way off the original topic. But collectively, we all need to keep in mind that everyone here has a different goal. Some here believe in the benefits of semen retention, while others (like myself) find a healthy sex life to be more fulfilling than holding onto my semen. We will never agree, and that is okay.
     
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  18. Prince6543

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    Well, you should have known that after 200 days your sexual drive is gonna be on sky. Why would you get naked if you are feeling extremely horny? But still, if you didn't touch your penis and it all went by itself, then you can't do anything about it. So just forget about it
     

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