Emotional suppression during PMO and wokeness after quiting PMO

Progressing into no PMO, many emotions & unattended thoughts hindered by years of PMO supression (running to PMO as an escape) slowly emerged one by one, giving me sense of realization on things, almost like I started noticing the enemies around me. Agreeing to this point, a video I watched explained that this is due to running to PMO for a long period and now when you stopped, all the emotions come back to be processed.

Things that I couldn't be bothered with, peoples' actions that I didn't care about, subtle doings from people that didn't like me, correlation between two things, reason why people acted in certain ways. All these thoughts came back to be processed, analysed and give better insights.

Based on that, I draw the below conclusions:
- your brain doesn't work/process things properly when you're engaging in PMO;
- after leaving PMO, the unprocessed thoughts come back to be processed and you'd have better capability of now processing them;
- sexual energy (or urges) help you function optimally wherein it helps you be more aggresive or think properly;
- feel as if I have been sleeping all this while, escaping PMO was the wake up call.

Hope that provides a good insight.