So I am on day four which is a large accomplishment as I don't usually get past day 2. I'm currently a senior in high school and I graduate in about a month. I'm multi-talented, I can act, play saxophone, am very good with computers, and am planning on going to college during the fall. I'm planning to get my A.A in computer science and a B.A in criminal justice. Here's my issue... I feel empty... Why is that? I see these famous people who've made it and I keep asking myself If I'm doing the right thing here in studying computers and criminal justice. Don't get me wrong I love both fields but I just feel like I'm putting my life to waste by not pursing acting nor music. While I have friends that are going off to colleges hours from home I'm here planning to go to a local community college for two years to then go off to a bigger college to finish my B.A. I have a full scholarship to any state college. Why do I feel empty? this happens often but today It doesn't seem to go away. I had an amazing day and now I feel like shit. I know music and acting is a very competitive business and that the future is technology and crime on the internet. Is this feeling of emptiness a natural response of not seeing porn? Is this a normal response for a senior about to graduate high school? How do I get rid of it?!? Thanks.