Lonely, never hook up with girls as I don't have a social life. Mostly care about sex anyway. I usually get jacked off weekly by a massage lady. She's cheap and great. Glad I discovered her. On rare occasions, I butt fuck escorts with big booties. This I will be doing in about a week. Sick of fapping though as I do it daily. Feel much better when I only fap once per week. Currently, I'm on a 3-day streak. How do I add this to my profile? Thoughts on my lifestyle? Does anyone else live in a similar way? My goal is to reduce fapping to once per week. I did use to hook up with girls regularly in high school. I haven't been on a date since my last year of high school which was 2010. I had a friend group who ousted me in 2012 (long story). Never been able to relate with people they way I could with them ever since. I hate it. I live at home, work full time during the week and go to cafes etc. with my Mum on the weekend. It's okay but not great. I think I need a girlfriend in my life. Who else can relate?
Been doing a lot of thinking about where I am in my life. I am basically in a rut and I feel like I'm going no where. The more I think about it, the more I believe that I'm never going to get out of my addictive cycle unless I make some big changes in my life. I just wonder if maybe a fresh start where I can explore and be more free to do my own thing will make a difference in my personal growth.