So new to this forum, really enjoyed reading forums and seeing positive feedback from everyone. I’m 24, I’ve been off porn for about 1 week now and it’s not my first time trying to quit either. I’ve had a bad addiction to cuckold porn, femdom humiliation and I think it all stems from bad memories in my own life; being heartbroken, cheated on, bad experiences with women I loved. And every situation hurt immensely. I don’t know why I’ve been drawn to those categories and I’m disgusted with myself for getting off to it. It’s made me question sexuality and consider trying to live out fantasies which has ultimately confused me. But I know who I really am and I want to be clear again, I believe in love, I believe I’m man enough for a woman and I want to be treated well and live confident again. Recently my thoughts have been attacking myself and I’m sick to my stomach that porn has done this to me and I’ll never get back to normal. I’m a strong person and believe in brighter days. But being single for so long and dealing with many heartbreaks I’ve used porn for comfort so much. There is no doubt that porn has made me feel lost in reality with women and I don’t want to feel this way anymore. Sometimes I get down on my self, feeling all alone in this. Let me know if anyone has felt the same and has good advice. I will keep grinding one day at a time.