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Hi, I'm Mike Ferrari from Indonesia
I'm a PMO-addict and I want to change this status as quick as possible.
So. Of course. The story. When did it all started?
Well, It goes back to when I was 4th grader, I was naive happy with my life. I have a lot of friends, boys girls no problem at all. I was really confident back then. Only manners stops me from talking to elder people (Asian culture bla bla bla). One day my classmate introduced me to a web browser on his phone, he typed in a cute little web name but apparently it's content isn't cute and little. Actually it was disgusting and huge, it was a porn site. I was disgusted and feeling curious at the same time. I tried to open that site myself at home. Since then I've been addicted to pornography (up-to now, fyi I'm in college now, I'm currently 19 years old). I watched it in secret using my phone to open the exact same site my classmate showed me every time I got a chance to open it. It goes on and on until one day my brother found my saved porn images on my flashdisk. He scolded me (yes he's a good brother, the best actually). It stopped me, for a while. I fell again after I watched anime (because it was popular back then), and you know the female character got ridiculously huge asset. It hooked my back again to pornography. My exploration got wilder, I discovered how to masturbate when I was in junior high school (right exactly after my puberty starts, so the first time it got out was when I was masturebated). Since then, the way I look at girls aren't the same anymore. I looked at them like they're objects. I wasn't as confident as I was when I'm in elementary school. I rarely talk to girls, mostly to other anime and porn addicts just like me. I became a weirdo, freak, nerd, whatever, you name it.
I hate this. I don't want it. I can't let porn go either. Luckily I got my confident back and I have a lot of good girl friend, and hey I even got a girlfriend for quite a few times. But, I'm still want to let porn go at all cost. But up-to now zero progress.
One day I found NoFap video on Improvement Pill's channel. I was on fire. I want to join this movement. So here I am. Guys, I want to end this sad story real quick, and I want you, yes, every single one of you in this forum to help me out to turn it into a happy story. And of course I'll help every single of you to thrive and life your life to the fullest by letting porn go. End this suffering. End this PMO addiction.
Wish you all the best,
Let's win this war.
Cheers,
Mike
I'm a PMO-addict and I want to change this status as quick as possible.
So. Of course. The story. When did it all started?
Well, It goes back to when I was 4th grader, I was naive happy with my life. I have a lot of friends, boys girls no problem at all. I was really confident back then. Only manners stops me from talking to elder people (Asian culture bla bla bla). One day my classmate introduced me to a web browser on his phone, he typed in a cute little web name but apparently it's content isn't cute and little. Actually it was disgusting and huge, it was a porn site. I was disgusted and feeling curious at the same time. I tried to open that site myself at home. Since then I've been addicted to pornography (up-to now, fyi I'm in college now, I'm currently 19 years old). I watched it in secret using my phone to open the exact same site my classmate showed me every time I got a chance to open it. It goes on and on until one day my brother found my saved porn images on my flashdisk. He scolded me (yes he's a good brother, the best actually). It stopped me, for a while. I fell again after I watched anime (because it was popular back then), and you know the female character got ridiculously huge asset. It hooked my back again to pornography. My exploration got wilder, I discovered how to masturbate when I was in junior high school (right exactly after my puberty starts, so the first time it got out was when I was masturebated). Since then, the way I look at girls aren't the same anymore. I looked at them like they're objects. I wasn't as confident as I was when I'm in elementary school. I rarely talk to girls, mostly to other anime and porn addicts just like me. I became a weirdo, freak, nerd, whatever, you name it.
I hate this. I don't want it. I can't let porn go either. Luckily I got my confident back and I have a lot of good girl friend, and hey I even got a girlfriend for quite a few times. But, I'm still want to let porn go at all cost. But up-to now zero progress.
One day I found NoFap video on Improvement Pill's channel. I was on fire. I want to join this movement. So here I am. Guys, I want to end this sad story real quick, and I want you, yes, every single one of you in this forum to help me out to turn it into a happy story. And of course I'll help every single of you to thrive and life your life to the fullest by letting porn go. End this suffering. End this PMO addiction.
Wish you all the best,
Let's win this war.
Cheers,
Mike
