So I've been thinking, could it be that being in an English speaking community and such be low key stimulating my senses? Like, I've seen tons of porn that are in English, I've roleplayed(ERP) which lead to fapping as sex RP part comes up When I talk with Russian folks and my native folks, I don't feel this urge May this be a major cause?
Maybe it is. A lot of P is in English and your brain learns these words and kind of connects the dots. If you watched a lot of German P for example it would be different It is the same with non-native English speakers (me included). Your brain just needs to be used to this new situation and it will take some time
