A somewhat hilarious mix of supportive. commiserate, and self-righteous/judgement responses ... Estus, there is a pornographer out there, who has you down to an algorithm too. He knows what makes you tick because you told him (and your search engine and your ISP). Now, I do not know what your particular little perversion is, but you do and they do. I would be the last one to judge whether the stuff that you jack off to is any more "appropriate" than my own. I do not have a grade or scale for the 50 different fetishes of pornography. Since you have not used your real name, my guess is that you have a little embarrassment and shame concerning your own issues. The truth? It's just pornography. You should try throwing fewer rocks because you are just breaking your own glass windows. More substantively, that is why I am here in a forum for people trying to rid themselves of this problem/behavior. I have been fighting this battle for fucking years and years, perhaps even decades of time. Abstinence ("just say no") has not worked for me. I do not know why. I am a successful person in nearly every other aspect of my life. In this area of my life, I fail. I obviously don't know you and will never know you. And frankly, you are not the person that I want or need to talk to. Unfortunately the one person that I need to talk, I simply cannot tell because it is so humiliating, ridiculous, and shameful. I have considered (and still am considering) professional counseling, although that would be just as inexplicable ... No one in the real world would ever suspect that I struggle with this or anything else (hence the name I choose here). Also, from what I read, counseling is not very successful with this particular issue. So I come here. I write and respond in an effort to get to the root cause of this character flaw and destroy it, hoping to connect the dots in a way that helps lead me out of this darkness. So Estus, if you think I was trying to "justify" any aspect of the PMO/sissy pornography problem, you must have a reading comprehension problem. In the vernacular, you are out of your fucking mind.