King Arthur the
Fapstronaut
Hi guys. I am 15 years old and this is my first time posting on Nofap. I would say almost a year ago I first started to realise that it was getting to a point where I was no longer in control of my PMO habits, and now fear I have developed some form of HOCD. I found that even though I am romantically attracted to females, and anytime I picture my future I see myself with a girlfriend/wife, I had become heavily desensitised and became engaged in darker categories of porn, for example bbc hypno. Luckily for me I have always managed to retain the willpower to prevent the decent into sissy-type porn, however due to recent relapses and confusing HOCD thoughts at night my willpower is slowly deteriorating.
Anyways, it is quite late so I will try and get to bed but I will keep you guys posted. If you are reading this please drop a reply as it would mean the world to me to have someone to talk to about this!
Anyways, it is quite late so I will try and get to bed but I will keep you guys posted. If you are reading this please drop a reply as it would mean the world to me to have someone to talk to about this!