Wanted to say something. Well I met a escort again. And had a blast. I know, it’s all so contrary to everything in this thread about quitting. I been struggling a lot these few days not doing anything really with myself. I been down, depressed unhappy. I been screwed over by some. And then I met this lady. I’m not sure but she wasn’t like the others. She was like the most bubbly kind of girl you could meet. I don’t want to say all the details but this wasn’t like any other time I’d had. I don’t feel bad about it. This is probably a 1 in a million. Cause we all know how shady the business is, how shady the people are. But this girl had something about her. I’m done now though. Like I feel I got what I was looking for when I first wanted to see escorts. A good time with no pressure. Anyhow I’m single. If I was married or something that would be a different story. That wouldn’t be ok unless they were ok with it. Anyways I wanted to share this. I feel good. But it’s time for me to move forward with my life. Cause this is definitely a bad addiction for many and has been for myself. I don’t know why things happen the way they do. So ok back to nofap now. No more seeing escorts for the rest of 2021. I had my fun, time to move on. Let’s do this!!!