160 days no PM I feel for those who are losing their lives and their jobs due to this horrible virus. I am also feeling equal parts grateful and humbled by how centered and optimistic I feel in the midst of such world turmoil. For now I have my health and my job. I know what it's like to struggle financially, to not have a job, and to not have a home. I also realize that I could lose my job at any moment, so again I'm very grateful and humbled. I am slammed with work right now. Seemingly overnight I went from loathing my job to loving it. It's lamentable that the world is suffering, but the fact is, CV is now generating a lot of potential opportunities for me to help people. For the first time in nearly a year I am going to work early and staying late. And that's all I'm gonna say. Things are going well with the GF too. She is one of the most nurturing and strongest woman I've ever known. Our connection is solid. I feel blessed to have her in my life. I feel like I have waited a long time to be in a relationship like this: a relationship based on 100% honesty and caring. Such a relationship is new for me, and I feel very comfortable and happy to be with her. After work this evening I'm heading straight to her place. She's again preparing a home-cooked meal for us, and I will add food to my blessings list because I have been eating very sparsely during the week because I have zero interest in going anywhere near a grocery store right now. Although I am feeling better, I'm still concerned I might have CV (slightly runny nose), and I don't wanna risk catching it at the grocery store. And I get bad vibes driving around. I am seeing more ambulances and hearing more sirens. I think the actual # of infected being reported here in the USA is way higher than what's officially being reported. I hope I'm wrong though. Stay indoors. Stay positive. Stay healthy.