I know every person is different but maybe there are some people that have faced the same ; Im at day 122 hardmode (daily coldshowers and exercise) and have ED and zero libido/flatline. When I was 13 I had my first ejaculation, my 2nd one was with porn......im 28 now. I also smoked weed everyday for almost from 16 untill 25. Which is not helping my brain I guess. My recovery is going really slow, day 0-30 I had many dreams about porn and 1 wet dream. Day 30-90 alot of days with depression. Just since a few weeks it seems my dreams about porn are gone. I read stories about guys still having having ED and flatline for more than 2 years....!!! My goal is a normal sex life and a normal functioning penis. How f*cked am I?