Every time it seems I'm on a streak from abstaining from PMO I feel this constant urge of desperately wanting to be in a relationship (not sexually mind you but emotionally). It makes me feel insane and drives me to feel depression and obsession about the topic. Whenever I do relapse, I never really care about relationships and find that I'm perfectly happy single. This to me is the only downside to the nofap challenge because now I began to push myself to search for something more and that is very frustrating. I start striving for love and acceptance because I don't have a fallback anymore and that has made me make stupid mistakes in the past. So what I would like to know is if anybody can relate to this and if you know a solution to this frustration.