Last summer had a breakdown after my ex who i loved to an almost absurd degree left me for another man. It ended badly i realised she hadnt been faithful. A breakdown followed, felt suicidal for a long time. Came out of a recovery centre still low and turned to cam sites to fill a hole I had in me. I ended up dropping significant sums of money on these sites, much more than i could afford. Im here to stop the destrictive dependency and cut fapping out of my life for at least several months. Im hoping this site can help in someway.