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Extreme case, PIED recovery progress hope.

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by 32vpmo, May 24, 2018.

  1. 32vpmo

    32vpmo Fapstronaut

    Hey all. I have developed PIED and decided that I would document my NOFAP jouney.
    As I stated in my previous post, the reason I decided to do this is because I had a hard time finding people who were as extreme as me in the following combined
    criterias. I want people to have an idea of what kind of improvements are capable in simular cases.
    Here's a little info on me:

    Age: 32 years old
    P: since 5
    MO: since 11
    Addition Criteria: Virgin

    Some notable conditions before beggining NOFAP:
    1. No morning wood
    2. Penis feels nonexistent during the day
    3. At the point where I can only get 60% erect, even during PM

    My focus will be in the improvements of Morning Wood and in my Erections during the day. Here brief report on my 3 months progress so far.

    1 and 1/2 month report: Improvements

    Morning Wood Results: 1-2 days per week I get morning wood. Sometimes 80% sometimes 100%. However, I would lose my erection very fast after I wake up. In addition this was the only time I can get an erection.
    Erection Test Results:I try to test my erection by focusing and stroking the shaft of my penis with the tip of my fingers gently. I get what seems like a hard flaccid, but barely grows and stay at 5 o clock.

    2 month report: Improvements

    Morning Wood Results: Now I can get morning wood up to 3-4 days out of the week. I have more consistent 100% erections. I still lose my erection at a fast rate after I get up though.
    Erection Test Results: Sensisivity is coming back and I got horny once every couple days. Here I can gently stroke my penis to get 60% erect at 3 o clock. Almost full
    size(I am grower) but not rock hard to touch. My full erection is at 1 o clock.

    Random phenomenon : Myy flaccid penis size has increased to 3.5 inches. It was shriveled like an acorn and was about 1 inch during my fapping days.

    2 and 1/2 month report: Improvements

    Morning Wood Results: I get Morning every day and during the middle of the night I an fully erect at 100%. My morning woodlasts up to 15 minutes after I get up. This is a big improvement.
    Also I get morning wood everydayeveryday for the past 2 weeks.
    Erection Test Results: I got 100% erection with my light striking method twice. However, it is situational. There are only certain times throughout the day where
    I 'get horny' and this is where I can get an erection easily. I am not sure if only being horny during certain times during the day is normal or not because I haven't
    had a chance to be normal for the past 15 years. Maybe someone can fill me in here.

    So far big improvements overall, but I don't know if I am cured of PIED. However, I am happy of the results and it hasn't even been 3 months.
  2. Summer Son

    Summer Son Fapstronaut

    Age 5? This is so young! By the way congratulations for over 2 months! Stay clean.
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  3. DucksInARow

    DucksInARow Fapstronaut

    Great work!

    Reading reports on here I am constantly amazed at how the body can recover from our physical emotional and spiritual abuse of it. Years of addiction can be resolved by just months of abstinence and self care.
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  4. Theworthywait

    Theworthywait Fapstronaut

    That's GREAT news man! I'm inspired by people like you, achieving goals and becoming better, one day i'll reach this success as well since i have the same problem as you. Keep this thing going and congratulations to you and your success :)
  5. g2stop

    g2stop Fapstronaut

    Great news I hope for similar results
  6. ShotDunyun

    ShotDunyun Fapstronaut

    Damn, I'm 50 something days in and you already have better results regarding morning wood than me. You are doing something right, keep being awesome
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  7. MrPaladin

    MrPaladin Fapstronaut

    Well done my friend! Today has been rough for me and I needed to read something good.
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  8. MrPaladin

    MrPaladin Fapstronaut

    I started watching cable softcore on an almost weekly basis around that age :(
  9. I can surely say that during the 20 days that I have gone (my longest), I can agree my manhood increased in girth as well as a little length
  10. JakeWoods

    JakeWoods Fapstronaut

    I’m experiencing exactly this. When I’m fapping all the time my penis is in like an almost constant state of being shrunken. Much like if I had just gotten out of the cold sea or something. I’m praying that it will return to how it used to be. I remember it wasn’t always like this. It used to hang heavily and freely.

    You have given me hope lol. Thanks!
  11. Cool_Bro

    Cool_Bro Fapstronaut

    Good going Brother ! Continue the same.
    I wanna ask you a question...
    Have you ever faced night fall during your journey ? If yes , Does it happens itself or because of your sexual dreams?
  12. 32vpmo

    32vpmo Fapstronaut

    No I haven't had a wet-dream. I had probably 2 sexual dreams overall during NOFAP. In one of the instances, the sex in the dream felt 'better' than it did during the dreams while I was in fap mode. Don't ask me how I remember when I'm sleeping because I can't explain it, so take it with a grain of salt. But anyway if you want to believe me, I attribute this 'better' feeling in my dreams to the hyper sensitivity I regained through NOFAP. I can definitely see the possibility of a wet-dream because of this. Howevever, you may want to ask someone else because I had never had a wet-dream before in my life due to MO at an early age.
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  13. 32vpmo

    32vpmo Fapstronaut

    My brother had porn mags under his bed. I'd always sneak into his room and stay under his bed.
  14. Summer Son

    Summer Son Fapstronaut

    Actually I was thinking my case one of the extreme cases. I started with cable TV and google's nude pictures at around age of 8 and when I was age 11, I found highspeed internet tube porn sites. And this last thing have driven too much worse. I think a lot of guys in here started very young ages. And I hope everything's gonna be alright for us guys!
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  15. Congrts for 2 month bro...Really great journey.Cheers!!!:)
  16. LeBlanc

    LeBlanc Fapstronaut


    Thank you for sharing this.
    I have the same problems as you.
    My focus is really to fix my drections and libido.

    I am 30, been fapping for 17 years, edging for hours almost daily.

    I had very weak erections for the past few years while fapping to porn. My erection is at 3 o' clock during the day, but 1 o' clock during my sleep.
    I want to have this during the day obviously.

    I am 1 month in the no PMO.

    What is the specific time you can easily get an erection ?
    How do you trigger and make this erection ?
    Can you describe the feeling of being horny, the physical signs, and how you get horny ?
    Last edited: May 25, 2018
  17. 32vpmo

    32vpmo Fapstronaut

    Usually mid-day like 2-6pm. But it can happen later in the day. But when I get like this, I just feel extra sensation around my whole penis (shaft and head). In addition, during this stage it gets riled up easily and grow a little just through friction from my boxer briefs, or the pressure on my penis from having my legs crossed. I tried my erection test twice during this feeling and got 100% boners. I try not to do it too often because I don't want to get blue balls or mess with my dopamine system (don't know the exact science of this but just being careful).

    For everyone else who is going through the same thing, I'll try to post updates once I feel like there are any significant changes or improvements to report.
  18. dbp2252

    dbp2252 Fapstronaut

    Hey brother any updates ? I experienced the "elongated flaccid penis" and my morning wood dosent stay for long ..more like just a min or too. Well this is an improvment over not getting morning wood at all.

    I would really appreciate if you could tell us about your journey till date. Its been 3 months since you posted last.
  19. emmgee

    emmgee Fapstronaut

    I myself started masturbating around that age.

    but I was sexually abused...
  20. Rewiring

    Rewiring Fapstronaut

    What a great news!
    Good report and congratulation for you brother!

    Try to forget 90 days as your target, and aim for longer streak like 2 or 3 years, or even until you got married. I am sure you will get persistent hard-stoned erect :D


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