So I've passed the 90 days without PM and honestly my erectile dysfunction is very bad right now. I know I'm a long term sufferer of PMO (~12 years) So it's probably just the real recovery starting now and my brain fighting me relentlessly? My triggers, urges etc. have been the worst they've been this streak.. some triggers where it took me more than 0.1sec to look away I felt myself getting close to O without even getting an erection or a small one. The few times I've had sex (last week and 2 weeks ago) I was so incredibly sensitive that after a few strokes I had to take deep breaths and stop because I was so close to O. A few weeks prior I was having fantastic erection quality but that has left and been replaced with increased sensitivity. I've been doing pelvic floor stretches and massages the last few days since my pelvic floor has been feeling tighter than ever.. Has anyone else experienced this? It feels like a flatline but my brain is still trying to seek out high stimulating material? I'm not aroused in a sexual way but in a drug-like hit bringing me close to orgasm? (good thing I've blocked/removed close to everything.. really stops me from relapsing) It feels like my libido is LOWER but my brain still wants some of the drugs I quit? Like a last stand sort of thing?