Hey guys. I really need some help. Ever since yesterday, I have had HUGE urges to look at porn and masturbate. Not only that, but my motivation for doing nofap is goung away and I don't know why. Im so close to 90 days. Anyway, I woke up this morning from a nightmare that I had relapsed. Ever since then, all I have been thinking about is watching porn and fantasizing. I've tried to get my mind off of it, but the thoughts keep intruding. I feel like I have no motivation to not jerk off and watch porn. I don't know what's going on. Im feeling super horny. My brain keeps trying to rationalize fapping and watching porn. I know I will feel regret if I relapsed, especially since I'm so close to 90 days, but it's like it doesn't even matter anymore. I just want some motivation to help me get through the day. Thanks.
It does matter. Sure, you have a choice, we always do. But that 90-day mark means something. It's an arbitrary number of course, but it's important since it's the one you chose. It's the mission you're trying to complete. You're very close to it. It's worth sticking to the plan. You're close to a milestone that, when you hit it, will mean something looking back. It will help you with your future self-control and confidence. Hang in there buddy.
