I’ve finally accepted that I will never find someone. I will never attract women. How I know this? Because I’ve been shunned in the face by one. I will still continue to do nofap but it’s hard continuing when you know that women won’t like you. Today I’ve been berated by one. She called me arrogant, selfish and forever a loner. It didn’t affect me because it’s true. I don’t think I’ll ever find someone and I don’t mind because I’m not all that. I thought I was attractive, charismatic, funny and likeable. It turns out I’m none of those things. Plus SOME women are absolute bitches. They know how to really make you feel shit and purposefully go for the heart. I’m done. I don’t care about getting a woman because I’ve got all the people I need who I love and care.