My new year's resolution was to quit masturbation. I was determinate and passionate to completely quit porn addiction. It was almost 30 days!!!!. Sadly, two days ago I had these thoughts of having a break from abstinence by masturbating every month. So, I did it. It was a mistake that I decided I won't repeat again, however, a day later I masturbated two more times. I am really really sad right now and mad at myself because I feel that I missed the chance for complete soberness and I wasted all the effort that was put during the past month and that I will never have a another chance like that.