second_guess
New Fapstronaut
Hi, I've already tried this once before, and had a lot of success! I almost have a girlfriend now and how turned into a more developed and confident version of myself, but I've fallen back into the same hole I started in. I'm pmoing once every couple of days, my confidence is shit and I'm starting to lose a grip of my happiness 
. when I was abstaining I had some of the best months of my life, now I'm in the middle of a serious relapse and see no way out. It's driving me to the point where I'm losing any hope that I can have my old self back. I'm depressed and anxious so all I can really gather the strength todo is get up and jerk off! I hardly ever leave my room and that's so unlike me! I'm sorry to be a bummer but I'm writing this at 1:26am on a school night and I'm not sure if I'll go tomorrow, this will probably get buried before any one sees it, but for those who do, thanks for listening
. when I was abstaining I had some of the best months of my life, now I'm in the middle of a serious relapse and see no way out. It's driving me to the point where I'm losing any hope that I can have my old self back. I'm depressed and anxious so all I can really gather the strength todo is get up and jerk off! I hardly ever leave my room and that's so unlike me! I'm sorry to be a bummer but I'm writing this at 1:26am on a school night and I'm not sure if I'll go tomorrow, this will probably get buried before any one sees it, but for those who do, thanks for listening