Fall back down

Fall back down

I stopped seeing pornographic films for three years. However, I kept dating at a distance (two, followed by each other) that only hurt me and continued to aggravate my dependency state. The dating ended because he wanted them to end. I had a relationship with a person at the end of last year, we thought we loved the person, at the end of the dating we found that after all there was only sex. The brain wholly whistles pornography. let us lie to ourselves and others just to want to feel an orgasm. The truth is that I spent this year more than six months without sex. Was difficult? in the first two months it is difficult not to stop thinking about not having an orgasm, but then we get the unique sensation of being masters of our will. I recently relapsed and masturbated myself. I went completely down again. We can not lie. We are addicted to sex and it takes a period much longer than six months for the head to get a good reset. in the middle if I'm sorry I did not continue, would be much better at this time with more self-esteem. But if we fall, let's get up. We started again and if I got six months I could get a whole year. I'll fight.