Fap free life

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Chillrock, Dec 1, 2019.

  1. Chillrock

    Chillrock Fapstronaut

    Hi Guys..

    I am new here.. its been a bumpy road to get here..

    After one failed marriage, and a couple of failed relationships. All caused by an underlying porn and masturbation addiction.

    I am here to start afresh and beginning the road to rebooting my brain that i do not rely on instant sexual satisfaction.

    My current partner. Who i am planning on getting engaged too soon. Found out i was still watching porn after i made a promise to her the last time she found out i was watching porn secretly.

    I was sure that i kept a clean trail. I cleaned my browser history and made sure my phone was clean. I had not porn stored on my phone anymore. And was using twitter to surf the easy dark side and rely on that to get by my daily self satisfaction by beating the monkey.

    All it took was one unknowing stray hit of a like button to make this tower of self pleasure to come crumbling down. And in that i truely admitted that i was in fact addicted to porn.

    I have now made a conscious effort to not indulge in this filthy habit that ive gotton used to from the age of 9. Thats a whopping 23 years of beating the monkey. And objectifying woman and sexual acts.

    I venture now into a road unknown. But into it i will venture knowing that my relationship with my beautiful partner and hopefully soon fiance. Will benefit greatly!

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  2. Flare

    Flare New Fapstronaut

    Yo, that sounds rough as hell, still good luck m'man, I'm sure you'll do good
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  3. Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button | Day Counter | Rebooting Resources | Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    You can also take part in one of the many challenges available. It can be a tremendous help. Challenges

    Also, there are groups you can also join if you wish to do so. You can browse through them here. Groups

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!
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  4. Chillrock

    Chillrock Fapstronaut

    Good Morning.

    Thank you for this welcome!

    Thank you for supplying the tools and for the support in this journey

    Have a great day
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  5. ANewFocus

    ANewFocus Fapstronaut

    Welcome. I hope you find the healing and success to make the rest of your life better than the last few years. Fight like hell each and every day and make this your top priority. If you need accountability partner also in a relationship (married), feel free to PM me.
  6. Chillrock

    Chillrock Fapstronaut

    Thank you for the support

    Means bucket loads!
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