fapless for 12 days

yeah so day 12, I already been here before but Im a lot calmer this time round (only when I dont leave my apartment) when I go outside my eyes get glued to cute chicks I see but I feel I appreciate their beauty a bit more than I did before instead of thinking about doing nasty things to them straight away.

I started implementing cold showers for a week and it works in strange ways, I even make warrior noises as I go colder also I don't know if anyone has experience but I feel an incredible urge to impregnate a women in an animalistic way during cold showers and when I switch it off it slowly fades.

Im still getting back into the swing of working out and still training at the mma gym (been focusing a lot on my boxing strikes as I realised its literally the best area to be strong in). Things are looking up for me as I'll be moving to a nicer part of my city in a cool location, I'll be good for me considering how much I feared change for the longest and I liked being stuck in a routine. Going to work, paying my rent, eating, entertainment and sleep rinse repeat. Who knows maybe a good women will walk into my life (you dont meet those kinds of women in bars or clubs thats for sure). Also I am ashamed to say I still don't have a drivers license so I plan on driving this year or next year, perhaps I should get into JDM and modding my own car like I used to fantasise about when I was a kid playing Need for Speed Underground and watching Pimp My Ride but not over the top like that, just something cool that Im proud of. Im feeling better.

 

Major congrats. Keep going and don't think about the days. Just focus on not detouring each day at a time and next thing you know you realize how far you have gone. Awesome that you are having other interests to help you divert your attention and keeping yourself from falling off the wagon. Another great knowing that bars and clubs are terrible great places to meet women. Honestly they are not. That is if you want to meet quality people whom you want to keep around in your life then head to places where you get to improve yourself.

 

thanks everyone, Im enjoying the journey although I did wake up very unmotivated today I stayed in bed till 11 and skipped on breakfast, a little off track today but its okay because Im focused on the bigger picture. Nofap does make you care less even if you want to care you really have no feeling to give any fucks.