Fear of health

[Revv_amante]

Hi, I'm a teenager. I'm addicted to PMO as hell. I couldn't stop it.
When I tried to stop, it happened for a while. It took me back with twice affect. I fapped again again and again so hard. I was like mad on it. Each time after I'm done with that I regrets as usual. After 5-10 mins that thought again kicks in my mind.
I live in India and it is not allowed to have sex with anyone other than your partner. And we cannot marry with a better job and life style. I'm 19 now and it would take about 6 more years to have it. I'm scared that I won't be able to have a healthy sex if I continue this like these.

 

[TheProcedure]

Hi @Revv_amante ! Welcome to the site!

Take this fight day by day. Hour by hour.

Fight for your health. Stay calm focus on getting to the next day. Try not to worry about 6 years or even 6 weeks from now. Focus on today. Being your best self today.

Don't be afraid either. Fear is the enemy.

Stay engaged on this site. Interact with others, read other people's posts and journals and Success Stories. Introduce yourself to others on this site.

Tell porn that you will fight tooth and nail to end your addiction. Come hell or high water, you're going to end it. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But you will never give up.

Welcome again to the site, let's do this thang.

 

[Deleted Account]

I'm scared that I won't be able to have a healthy sex if I continue this like these.

Haan bhai PMO surely destroys your health, brain and your connection with yourself.

I see you are just 19. It's good that you have realized the issue earlier and are trying to fix it. This is indeed the first step to success.

Stay active on the forum/reach me if you need any help. I wish you all the best