Feel ill after watching porn

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Upwards2020, Aug 21, 2022.

  1. Upwards2020

    Upwards2020 Fapstronaut

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    So last night I was on the whiskey and slipped up and watched cam models . Girls are hot but it doesn't really go anywhere. You basically just see a woman you want to fuck and are just teasing yourself so I escalated it and looked at trans porn . Now I feel physically sick . What in the all that is holy .

    For the love of god I need to stay away from porn for good because you shouldn't feel physically ill. That shit is just fucking disgusting
     
  2. Kim Wexler

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    Yeah I feel ill after relapsing too. It depends on what I'm watching. Vanilla stuff tends to just leave me drained but more extreme stuff can give me really bad anxiety.
     
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  3. Upwards2020

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    Im the same way vanilla drains me (because it's be used too much) and more extreme stuff i get flashbacks probably because what I have seen has shocked/traumatized my brain so it can take a few days before I can relax and the flashbacks stop . Really probably need to get therapy or something for this habit and why I escalate it to the point it's.damaging
     
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  4. g2stop

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    Porn is brainwashing. If you gradually escalate you don’t notice it and that it why it suddenly becomes a big shock.
     
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  5. You say you got ill. Have you ever touched an escort or prostitute?
     
  6. Upwards2020

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    No. Never would
     
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  7. Phallosopher

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    That has happened to me before too. After like 180 days without PMO, I started up again and I would feel not only depressed, but also physically weak, a bit nauseous, and really irritable after PMO.
     
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  8. Swift Escape

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    The adrenaline shot I got when I watched was the thing that always got me- I'd start shivering and my stomach felt like it turned inside out. Glad that garbage is behind me, I feel miles better.
     
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