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Feel like reboot is complete, now having a hard time rewiring

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by LetsGetStarted, Jun 1, 2022.

  1. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Hey guys,

    It's been a very long time since I posted on this forum. Last time was 2020 I think. Not a lot has changed since then. I'm still a virgin and 21 years old and I've had a lot of ups and downs with NoFap. I've had a lot of streaks around 90, even one streak of 180 days, but there always comes a day where you lose focus and binge. But not this time, something really has changed. The last time I masturbated to porn was in februari 2022. And I was disgusted by it, I still have on desire to watch 'real' porn at all. I still masturbated to some hot insta chicks till mid march 2022. But then I fell in love with my best (girl) friend and I quit completely, when she kissed me.

    I had exams and I wanted a streak first before I wanted to date her. So it took me 2 months of no P, yes I jerked off 2 times, but only to touch and thoughts of her. And eventually mid may I asked her out. On the first date we didn't have sex, I couldn't get hard and immediately told her. She said it was okay and that it's normal to not have sex on the first date. Weird thing is, after some cuddling and kissing afterwards I got hard, but we still didn't try it yet. I was so happy because this is the first time that I really had the feeling that I was rewiring. A few days later we got our second date, I went over to her place, watched a movie and of course somewhere during the movie we started to make out and tried to have sex, I got hard but like 70%. So I failed and couldn't penetrate her.. Meanwhile she is so supportive, but from the inside it's killing me. Our third date was more like at a party, we got really drunk, we went home and of course this was a lost mission, we kissed and went to sleep.

    (By the way this whole story with the first to last date went down in a timespan of 2 weeks)

    Now yesterday we had our fourth date if you call the third one a real date and she came over to my place. I used an erection pill called Libido Forte, it's all natural, no prescription needed from my GP and it has pretty good reviews. I really wanted my dick to get to 100% erection as you may understand. I could get hard with our clothes on, then we went semi-naked and my dick went numb, it felt like it couldn't come back. Then when we actually decided to go to sleep, we kissed and while kissing I got pretty hard again. We tried to have sex, she got on top and tried to put it in, but at the same time as she does that, my dick got back to like 80% erection and it wouldn't get in AGAIN. I don't know what's going on... It's pretty disturbing. I didn't know you really needed an erection of 100% or else it won't go in, at least it didn't always look like 100% erections in P?

    All the while she is still so supportive, she really loves me and I love her. But I need answers. Can someone help me understand please?

    So it may not be the success story you expected, it is some sort of one. I have literally no desire to watch P anymore (I've felt like this since 2022). Hell I don't even look at other girls anymore since I am with her. It feels like my reboot is somewhat complete and that it's the perfect time, with the perfect girl to rewire. The only problem is that maintaining a full 100% erection is really hard, because you also have to do shit, you have to work with your fingers, tongue, body everything all at once. I didn't have sex yet, but the foreplay is already quite fking exhausting I have to say. That's so different with P, you just lie on your bed, mobile in one hand, D in the other and boom, ur good to go. Unbelievable, the difference is so big lmao.
     
  2. Morior Invictus

    Morior Invictus Fapstronaut

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    This made me chuckle bro. Im 21 now I had the same thoughts go through my head (in terms of quitting P) as soon as my fiance first kissed me. Without a doubt this is you having performance anxiety, which is what killed me my first attempt several months after we started dating (I appreciate women who take it slow). You're so focused on your peen you're losing how great of a bonding moment your experiencing, you're not "in the now" you're thinking "what if I don't get hard again". When I penetrate I'm usually not at 100% chub, you only need a semi hard and some form of lubrication to get er in there, and after that it usually goes up to 100%.

    In conclusion, chill out my homie, I know the first time is exciting but 100% more important is the memories you make with her and that connection. Focus on that, not your worry, and you'll likely have success.

    The nofap part though is awesome, you're a champ so keep the head high.
     
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  3. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Thanks man! Appreciate your comment, opinion and advice very much :)
    I think it should fit too even with 80% stiffness, I think I have to help my little man more and not give up so easy. Next time gonna try that hahah.
     
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