Guys I'm feeling a bit doubtful and hopeless recently, I feel like I'm loosing the fight to go forward! Ive been in recovery for about 2 years and my longest streak has been 6 months, since then things have been slowly sloping downwards. I have recently had a period of resets close apart and its been really tough to abstain. Controlling urges in between these resets has been very tough. I dont want to keep breaking my long streaks and then starting over again. Its a cycle, and im feeling afraid of the future. I want to be like those who have both feet out and never look back again. What are your thoughts?