Feeling extremely ill after relapse

Been a day since last relapse. Today I'm having bad headaches, chills, fatigue, loss of appetite, I feel like I'm dying.

I've had these withdrawal/relapse symptoms in the past also and they're horrible. I feel horrible. But this is one of the worst I've ever felt from relapse.

I just forced myself to eat some rice and chicken with some orange juice to see maybe if it is my low blood sugar, but my symptoms are still here.

 

Not pms, my period is over. I had these symptoms ever since I've been relapsing and withdrawing on and off since I was 7 years old.

 

These symptoms only appear when I relapse or withdraw.