Feeling severely Lonely, Empty, Frustration after failing different indian competitive exams

Nice try, but thats a negative thought patterns of yours trying to use failure as a justification of PMO. And since you've realized this you can now turn it into a choice in the future.

 

Fap wont fix these problems

 

So true

 

Your problem isn't self-acceptance. Your problem is that you won't suffer to accomplish meaningful goals.