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Feeling suicidal

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SaiyanWarrior, Jul 5, 2021.

  1. SaiyanWarrior

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  2. captainteemo

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    Couple weeks ago i felt the same way you felt, even suicidal i could not stop my pmo addiction and got in to a binge cycle at that time i lost all my progress. I did not go to the gym anymore i failed at school and did not eat and i was living day by day.

    Never give up it will be hard! but even when you go 24 hours without a relapse you are still making progress and giving your brain time to rewire itself back to normal.

    What helped me was to write with pen and paper why i want to stop my addiction. And everyday i wake up I will read it and when i go to sleep i will read it again. Being religious contributes because you kinda have someone to talk to 24/7
     
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  3. 2 years ago I was at situation that I felt the numbest condition that i could i thought that Never ever will i be able to experience even simple smiling any more once in life 'nothing were pleasurable at all I dont wanna go to details because its painful past and Im not into open it....
    Just want to say The hard days will be past, they are premature and they come to go not to stay... I promise that you will be better and better eventually if you quit porn just what you have do is:
    1. Avoid any virtual sexuall content its possible dont look for excuses those are only on your devices, phone or computer..
    You have to install porn blocker and limit and control social media content... When ever you see sexuall image just close your eyes and skip it if you cant the last solution is stop using smart phone for a period,It worth it...
    2. Be patient and ignore eagers remmember that its premature after being recoverd you dont need to watch fake sexuall images on sceern, after being released from this addiction you can meet your needs with real girls in real life and this is normall and healthy and correct way...
    The only option is quiting once for ever h
    Get rid of this shit in your life, after 2 or 3 month defiantly you will see changes and you will be better...
    Trust god you can do it man...
    Good days are coming be patient
     
  4. Always Keep Going

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    To me, nothing rings more verve and hopefulness than a gentle reminder that one day we will be free from this... that one day it will all click, and our lives may be more redolent of acting on principle than just fighting a habit; that day is going to be beautiful.
     
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  5. Thanks for this!!
     
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  6. BlueBallsOG

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    I'm sure you have a family or friends that would be heartbroken if you'd be gone, that's always a reason to live for. But yeah I have the same problem, when you're completely numb due to PMO there isn't much joy in the world
     
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  7. FitNessMan

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    Life is hard and bad... but that's just an illusion our brain creates because it's the same for everyone else... you can't live in happiness every second of your life, your brain produces dopamine as a reward and not very often, so you just gotta appreciate your life for how it is and stop being depressed...
    Depression is a mistake, you gotta work more on yourself and learn what is discipline
     
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  8. SaiyanWarrior

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    True
     
  9. SaiyanWarrior

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    So how are you now ? Is the numbness gone ? And if yes how did you get back to normal and eliminate this numbness ?
     
  10. Yes I am really better about numbness and also I am near getting completely rid of any side effects I am on month 3 or 4 of hardmode...
    I told you at first only thing that you have to do is avoiding any kind of pornography hardcore or softcore and any images or scene that are related to stimulation also have to stop fantasizing, quit ogling and... I mean doing hardmode and completely shut down lust in your mind You will see the changes after a few weeks.
    additionally as I mention you dont need fake dopamin to live, be aware that you have to feed your sexual desier in correct way
    Just do hardmode and be patient you will see result yourself
     
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