Dear Brothers, I feel like I am the only one with the following problem: Sex and women do not satisfy me Let me explain. I started NoFap a very long time ago because I started getting bad erections. I had developed PIED. I had had sex before a couple of times, and it always made me feel really empty and lost afterwards. I felt like it was a pure waste of time, energy, semen and personal happiness. I felt betrayed. People put so much value to sex and women, and here am I, feeling dissatisfied and thinking like ''Is this really what people commit murder, rape and all that other shit for?''. Don't get me wrong, sex feels great, of course, it is intended to be, but it doesn't satisfy me AT ALL. Just like drugs feel good for a moment, but do not satisfy at all but only destroy. I've had many streaks already, many days of trying to do NoFap in the hopes of getting my erections back and getting better with girls to get more girls. Last month I had my shot. I was dating with an amazing girl. She was sweet, caring, introverted like me and beautiful. We have had sex multiple times already and although it felt great in the moment itself, I ALWAYS felt so unhappy and lost afterwards. I am not sure if this is all still caused by PMO or that I am just.... different. I am on 70 or something right now (tracker is not updated, and if you do not count the sex I've had last month), so it could still be the PMO demon that is desensitizing me to the real deal, but I can't help but feel empty, lost, unhappy after real sex. It just makes me feel really tired, drained of life and drained of energy. I really wish to know whether I am just the only one or if someone else experiences this as well. It seems like everyone around me just wants to maximize sex and is convinced it is the best thing in the world. For me, I'd rather listen to great music than sex, do some awesome programming instead of sex, go to the gym instead of sex. I've been thinking of going MGTOW. I feel like women and sex are not for me. I feel like I am meant to be alone. It doesn't bother me that much, I am an introvert and really need my quiet place, but I still feel a little bit weird, since sex seems to be the motivator for everyone around me. I would like to hear how you guys think about my post and my feelings. I wish to learn and hear from you.